Song of the day

Thoughts for a moment

So I've officially given up on everything because I'm done caring about people who don't care about me. I spend way too much time making sure everyone else is happy so I drive myself insane because I never have time to make sure I'm still happy, and I'm done with feeling alone and unwanted every single day. That's why.

Resentments

When we experience resentments, we are forcing ourselves to repeatedly feel angry, hurt, annoyed, or upset about a single situation. We all experience feelings of resentment at various times in our lives. What we don’t realize, is that this masochistic cycle of self-obsession only hurts ourselves.

I realized that by holding onto resentments, I was ruining my life. I didn’t realize that my resentments were weighing me down with negativity which prevented me from being able to live in the moment, or experience gratitude. I desperately wanted to be able to access happiness, fulfillment, and a sense of purpose. But, in order for me to feel content with my life and experience genuine serenity, I had to first let go of my resentments that were holding me back from being truly happy.

I notice

I notice everything. And by everything, I literally mean everything. 

I notice when someone stops hitting me up like they used to. 

I notice when the way someone talks to me starts changing. 

I notice the little things that people do, and the little things they used to do. 

I notice when things change, and when it’s no longer the same. 

I notice every single little detail. I just don’t say anything.

Ipad photos

Pictures that speaks my heart

Meet the girlfriends session

The porridge is damn nice! All of us had another bowl straight after one!

MY FAVOURITE XIAO LONG BAO!

With my dearest baby! <3

Group photo with the girlfriends!

Group photo with cliques!! <3<3<3

Went to harbourfront centre for dim sum buffet with my favourite cliques on saturday! Been so long that i'm so happy. Am always happy when i'm with them. Supposed to be only five of us at first to had a last gathering before lewis gets into army. In the end, the two guys decided to bring their girlfriends. Haha! It was actually quite fun as we get to make fun of them. We laughed non-stop during the whole buffet. And also we ate till our stomachs almost explode! 

Watched Step up revolution after our sumptuous meal. It was damn damn damn nice! Indescribable awesome! Made me wanna learn their dance so much can! That Saturday is definitely the best day of this month. Will miss our clique outings as we will get to meet each other lesser cause Lewis is going army next week. But on a happier note, we're booking chalet in October! Yayyy! That'll be my motivation for the next month! :DDD