Beautiful Sentiments

2012-02-14T08:51:00.000-08:00

One of my favourite song from Kina Grannis! Happy Valentines day! Though I don't have a valentine but hopefully, I can find one next year! :D

Nothing lasts forever.

2012-01-23T07:05:00.000-08:00

Happy Lunar New Year to everyone!!! It's a new start of the year and i'm turning 20 this year! Gonna be a better person, a better friend and learn to give and take. I don't want to regret anything later in my life. I guess everyone feels the same as well. So people, cherish what you have right now. Don’t take the ones you love, and the ones who love you for granted. Be thankful for the little things. Live your life to the fullest, so that when change comes, and you have to let go of some things, you won’t have regrets. :)

2011-12-28T08:59:00.001-08:00

Is there anything here I can call my own? A feeling? A moment? Anything? Will there ever be a time when I am truly loved? When I’ll know it and not wonder if it’s real? Is there something I can protect and love and care about? Is there a truth I can keep that has no fear attached? Will there ever be a time when I can be somewhere and it will feel like home? Will there ever be a time when I will look around me and know I am finally in the place I am supposed to be? Is there anything here, anything I can see, while I breathe and breathe, trying to stay alive long enough to just be able to be here and know that I am here? Not just any here but the here I am supposed to be in. Is there anything that I can call mine that will not eventually be taken from me? Is there anything, anyone, ever?

Pretty heels

2011-12-05T05:48:00.001-08:00

How can anyone girls resist all these heels. They are so pretty cannnnnn!!!

Wish I had the money to get all these!

2011-11-20T07:23:00.001-08:00

No matter how bad things are, smile through it all. Cause one day you’ll look back and be glad you've never gave up, hold on to that hope you still have. Don’t think bad thoughts, only happy thoughts. Count your blessings, not problems. No matter how bad life is, it’s never as bad as it could be, things have to get worse before they get better. Stay strong sunshine. <3

Starting of school

2011-10-20T09:05:00.000-07:00

I still can't accept the fact that school has started already. Although the timetable was alright, but I was kinda afraid of this semester as it seems to be so much more that I am able to cope.

Anyway, first few days of school was quite relaxing for me except for the part where i've to wake up super early for lessons. :( But I still prefer morning lessons because I can make use of my free afternoon to do my other stuffs. Went for movies, dinners and outings after school these few days and it was awesome max! Must enjoy before the real nightmare comes! (:

Things are changing, people changing.

2011-10-13T09:01:00.000-07:00

If you look around you
You'll see things so much better
How the love was never true
Or how the world is spinning around you

Things are changing, people changing.
You'll never expect it
Till the day comes
And something's taken away

Then you'll realize
That you've been, and you are living in the history
But people are moving along
So you have to follow

Because things are changing, people changing
You'll never expect it
Till the day you fall and
No one's there to pick you up

You'll find, that you have to move along and follow.
Because things are changing,
And people are changing.

2011-09-29T11:36:00.000-07:00

I miss feeling important to somebody. I miss somebody attempting to make me feel special. I miss talking to somebody knowing that they wanted to talk to me every day. I miss lengthy good morning and goodnight text messages. I miss my stomach being filled with butterflies all the time. I miss waiting to receive a text message from that someone. I miss smiling like an idiot whenever their name lit up my phone. I miss feeling like, for the first time in a long time, things were genuinely okay. I miss someone actually wanting to hear about my day. I miss someone insisting that I confide in them. I miss someone making me feel good about myself. I miss that support and comfort in my life.

2011-09-29T11:32:00.000-07:00

Aries Deep Inside: Underneath the strong, independent surface may lie insecurity. This is due to the intense drive to succeed and Aries put too much pressure on themselves, thus resulting in self-doubt however, the natural optimism and enthusiasm overtakes this and the underlying insecurity may never be known to others.

2011-09-18T06:57:00.000-07:00

The best relationship is when you two can act like lovers and best friends.

It’s when you have more playful moments than serious moments.

It’s when you can joke around, let each other have piggy backs,

have unexpected hugs and random kisses.

It’s when you two give each other that specific stare and just smile.

It’s when you’ll rather chill inside to watch movies,

eat junk food and cuddle than go out all the time.

It’s when you’ll stay up all night just to settle your arguments and problems.

It’s when you can completely act yourself and they can still love you for who you are.

The kind of relationship I hoped for. (:

2011-09-14T10:00:00.000-07:00

“A story was a form of telepathy. By means of inking symbols onto a page, she was able to send thoughts and feelings from her mind to her reader’s. It was a magical process, so commonplace that no one stopped to wonder at it.”

2011-08-30T08:40:00.000-07:00

We need quiet time to examine our lives openly and honestly...

spending quiet time alone gives your mind an opportunity to renew itself and create order.

Time before sleep

2011-08-29T09:17:00.000-07:00

I do a lot of thinking when i go to sleep.

I play scenes in my head.

I practice the things i want to say.

I have endless "what ifs".

I make plans for the next day.

I think of all the people i miss.

I ask myself a lot of questions.

I made up a lot of stories for myself. (:

2011-08-27T09:57:00.000-07:00

Don’t you hate that? Uncomfortable silence. Why do we feel it’s necessary to talk about bull in order to feel comfortable? That’s when you know you’ve found somebody really special. When you can just shut the hell up for a minute and comfortably share a silence.

怕安靜 (cover) by meee!! :D

2011-08-08T21:14:00.001-07:00

Are you left-brained or right-brained?

2011-08-08T21:00:00.000-07:00

RIGHT HEMISPHERE DOMINANCE (THIS IS ME!)

Holistic . Random . Concrete . Intuitive . Non Verbal . Fantasy Oriented.

If you have a Right hemisphere dominance, you process information from the whole parts: You don't pay attention to details but look instead at the big picture.

You don't adapt well to fixed schedules or rules: You like to manage your own time and enjoy doing many things at the same time. (SO TRUE)

You learn best with pictures, diagrams, charts and videos, and are good at talking about your feelings and interpreting other people's emotions.

Sometimes you may know that something is right and not know why: You just know it and therefore you are great at seeing through lies or tricks. (I can really see through lies and tricks easily! SO don't underestimate me!)

You are impulsive and very expressive, and probably are a dreamer. You are best at social activities and have a special quality for artistic endeavours such as music and creative activities.

(So like meeeee! :D)

Change

2011-08-03T10:10:00.000-07:00

I've learned that things change, people change,

and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up.

It simply means you move on and treasure the memories.

Letting go doesn't mean giving up,

it means accepting that some things weren't mean to be.

2011-07-12T06:24:00.000-07:00

谁不希望被需要

谁不希望被重视

谁不希望被珍惜

谁不希望自己比别人好

我不介意一个人，

但我真的很讨厌不被重视，不被需要的感觉

我沉默不代表我不介意，不生气不代表我没脾气

我只是忍着不说而已

2011-06-28T08:24:00.000-07:00

One reason we struggle with insecurity: we’re comparing our behind the scenes to everyone else’s highlight reel.

In love with this song

2011-06-19T10:31:00.000-07:00

他静悄悄地来过

他慢慢带走沉默

只是最后的承诺

还是没有带走了寂寞

我们爱的没有错

只是美丽的独秀太折磨

她说无所谓

只要能在夜里翻来覆去的时候有寄托

等不到天黑烟火不会太完美

回忆烧成灰还是等不到结尾

她曾说的无所谓我怕一天一天被摧毁

等不到天黑不敢凋谢的花蕾

绿叶在跟随放开刺痛的滋味

今后不再怕天明我想只是害怕清醒

不怕天明我想只是害怕清醒

Sometimes....

2011-06-18T10:46:00.000-07:00

I must learn to love the fool in me, the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries.

2011-06-17T12:18:00.000-07:00

Who says

Who says you're not perfect

Who says you're not worth it

Who says you're the only one that's hurting

Trust me

That's the price of beauty

Who says you're not pretty

Who says you're not beautiful

Who says

It's like a work of art

That never gets to see the light

Keep you beneath the stars

Won't let you touch the sky

2011-06-17T09:03:00.000-07:00

I'm weird.

wonderful.exciting.independent.real.different. :D

Speak

2011-06-17T08:41:00.001-07:00

Sometimes, but clearly not always, there are two sides to a story. There are times when you should just let things pass, but there are certain situations where you should let your side be heard. I just hope that years from now, you won’t regret the times you chose not to speak, or the times you said something when shouldn’t have.

2011-06-17T08:31:00.001-07:00

So what now?!?

2011-06-17T08:17:00.000-07:00

Life’s never fair.

Some people are evil.

Bad things happen to good people too.

Everything ends.

People change.

Not all dreams come true.

Some people you can’t live without can live without you.

You can’t be perfect.

DEAL WITH IT.

Love it or leave it

2011-06-17T08:14:00.000-07:00

Someone doesn’t like you? Fuck it. Having a bad day? Fuck it. Didn’t get that ? Fuck it. Fighting with your lover? Fuck it. Feel fat today? Fuck it. Losing control of everything and everyone? Fuck it. What matters now won’t matter soon, the truly important thing is that you are alive, and that you have the capacity to do absolutely anything with this beautiful, crazy coincidence of being on this earth.

So, enjoy everything to the fullest and fuck care anything that makes you unhappy! :D

Ice World

2011-06-17T07:37:00.000-07:00

Went ice skating with vivien today. Though it was kinda boring with only two of us, but it was still great! Must ask lots of people to go with me the next time! Ohhhh! And I finally get to eat soup spoon! Been craving for very long :DDD

All about self

2011-06-16T08:44:00.000-07:00

It’s all about feeling good, about being who you are. Thinking you’re the best, having sunshine even on the rainiest of days. It’s about living and loving, and knowing happiness is key. Sometimes, life doesn't go the way we want them to. There are things we don’t want to happen, but we have to accept. Things we don’t want to know, but we have to learn. And people we don’t want to lose, but we have to let go. This is life.

Awesome day spent with babies! :D

2011-06-14T09:34:00.000-07:00

Celebrating Oli's birthday in advance at cheryl's house! Lots of laughter and crazy spamming of photos! Oh, and not forgetting our matt appa's awesome cooking!!! The dinner was deliciousssss! :DDDD

Experiencing

2011-06-12T22:37:00.000-07:00

Happiness will never come to those who fail to appreciate what they already have.

Beautiful World

2011-06-11T12:19:00.000-07:00

“We never know when our last day on earth will be.

So, love with full sincerity, believe with true faith, and hope with all of your might.

Better to have lived in truth and discovered life,

than to have lived half heartedly and died long before you ever ceased breathing.”